Maybe he won't read this...

Little girl
so lonely
so small and solitary
out in the yard, standing on your head
like that.

Your little pink panties
shocking against
the flat gray slats
of a loveless home
and a freckled bottom.

You will learn
to give up your tricks
and jokes,
to turn in your tap shoes
and playing cards.

You will learn
how to smile
how to giggle
how to wear your hair
and lift your skirt.

You will figure it out,
what they want from you,
how to give it to them,
how to be a woman
with a mouth full of baby teeth.

You can do it
grow up in the blink
of an eye
in just one
bloody moment.

It doesn't take much
you've got everything
you need
to put on a show
and shatter your future.

Myspace is for the people I love, blogspot is for my randomness!

So, since myspace is blocked at work (whatever) and I have some of my most brilliant ideas here at work, I thought perhaps I should get a stupid blogspot account to relieve the boredom and share the brilliance. I am still going to blog at home on myspace when I can, but lately I've been finding it harder and harder to find time and energy to do anything. I am so tired...too much school and work and driving and running around in circles in the living room (Payton). When I am home, I just want to veg out and chill and it takes a miracle straight from the hands of God to find five minutes of alone time to get on the computer. Plus, I have oodles of time here and I can really put some effort into my rants...

So, today I'm just going to edit everything and get it all cutesified. I will most assuredly be blogging tomorrow.

Kisses and...yes, I do have a wedgie, why do you ask?